| One of the major struggles I see with spiritual growth is the false conviction of āI have toā¦ā. I have to do this, I have to be here, my child has to (fill in the blank). When we are held hostage to āI have toā, we surrender our calendar to the demands of another person or another group. Then we fret and wish if only I didnāt have so many responsibilities, then I could focus more on my relationship with God. Yet, Jesus was constantly pulled in one direction after another. Many times, he couldnāt enter a town without bombardment from people. What separated Jesus from others was his choice to withdraw. He didnāt buy into the slogan of āI have to.ā In Markās Gospel (Chapter 1), people flocked to him bringing those who were sick and hurting. In fact, the whole city was gathered together at the door of the house (verses 32-34). He healed many, but the next day he sought out a solitary place to pray and retreat so that he could recharge. Iām sure people stressed the importance of seeing more people, preaching more sermons, teaching more parables, of healing more sick, and they might have used the words, āJesus, you have toā¦ā. However, he chose to balance his schedule with times of retreat. We should do the same. You donāt have to do all the things that are placed before you. Your children and grandchildren donāt have to do all thing set before them. Do some but balance the scales with times for spiritual growth, retreat, and rest.  This Week’s Readings: *Monday – Mark 9 *Tuesday – Mark 10 *Wednesday – Mark 11 *Thursday – Mark 12 *Friday – Mark 13 Prayer Requests: -Teachers, students, and parents as another school year begins. -Our unwillingly absent members. -Heal those who are sick and protect those who are not. -Comfort those who are grieving and in distress. -Wisdom for our leaders as they navigate through uncertain times. -Guidance for those seeking to find their way. -Continued Growth Inside and Outside the Walls of St. Paul UMC. |
| āDonāt worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need and thank him for all he has done.ā – Philippians 4:6 |